Month: March 2005

Thoughts [Mar. 31st, 2005|12:56 am] As i listen to the A Beautiful Mind Soundtrack With Russell Crowe. I feel so lost, at times i feel so alone and lonley. I wish she was here, i wish she would hold me so i could just cry, I feel like i have to just cry, and let…

Whats wrong with me [Mar. 30th, 2005|08:14 pm] its 8:14 and no sign of her, i fell aslleep for 1 hr I feel like such an asshole to her. Why did i act like that i keep asking myself Why did you act like that, all i cvould think about is how she hurt me,…

I wish i was me but i am not. Please some1 let me be me. [Mar. 30th, 2005|05:02 pm] [ mood | crushed ] Its scary, when you wanna be yourself and you cant. Its scary when you just push the girl you love away, and all she does is say i love u. And…

Nothing [Mar. 30th, 2005|01:08 pm] [ mood | sad ] I dont wanna share how i feel, i just wanna go inside myself and weep. I always get my hopes up, i understand why she did what she did. it scares mow again to never proposal at all. She will just say wait wait wait…