My best friend in my life is gone. The girl is gone my life is gone

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hey hows your hand? it must hurt since you beat the shit out the mailbox. i cant put up w/ your maddness so im going to do something that i should of done a long time ago. im cutting you off from me i just cant im sorry im too younge to deal w/ someoine as unstable as you get it so im gunna dissapear dont email me or mail me its over between us i read the emails you sent to ruth and its fucked and i nhate you for it get it? ok this is hard but i dont want to be binded by a ring, marriafge if you go talk to my mom i will make you life very hard ok? leave my mom out of this this is us ok? im not useing you and im not going w/ Q or anypone but your not for me i dont like you that much to marry maybe someday we can be friends but now now for a wile.

The pain i feel, i am so sad, i am not even angry. i just feel so sad, the woman i love with my whole heart is gone. my life is shattered. my friend. is gone. the woman i love is gone. my life feels as if it has no point. i cant even continue typing god please bring her back please god dont take her away too not kelli shes the only person that made my life feel great again. and its all gone now omg god please bring her backi will do anything just please bring her back i cant stand to live my life without her being in it i cant type in livejournal to longer so many memories. i didnt wanna pressure u kelli even if i left the ring with you. its all that i am i wanted to leave everything that i was there. but stupid corey stupid jimbob had to grab my coat and bring it back my life is over i can only dream i can only hope that maybe she will come back. god please bring her back shes still alive protect her god please i cant protect her anymore keep her safe keep her everything make sure she has a better life then me give her everything she deserves give her my strengths give her everything god give her it all please protect the woman i love with all my soul annd heart because i am not allowed to right now. please ill come back god i mean it ill come back ill believe again ill do anything to bring back my best friend in the world i just wishj she would come back i feel incomplete without her please god ring her back pleaseee goddd please god let her live to be 120 years old let her have joy in her life let her have everything i cant have. please god please i beg you take my life as the price for all this just please bring back my best friend kelli frances cook

Its 256am i will lay in my bed for the rest of my life. maybe i will become sleeping beautuy maybe my best friend the woman i love will kiss me and wake me up. i dont wanna ever pressure u with marriage ever kelli ever. please god if u cant bring her back make sure her life is great. make sure she is happy make sure she gets everything she deserves. i humbly ask take my life for all of this price. this is all i ask is for her to be happy the girl i love my best friend to be happy for the rest of her days