Category: Journal

My best friend in my life is gone. The girl is gone my life is gone [Apr. 1st, 2005|02:39 am] [ mood | destroyed crying pain my soul ] hey hows your hand? it must hurt since you beat the shit out the mailbox. i cant put up w/ your maddness so im going to…

Thoughts [Mar. 31st, 2005|12:56 am] As i listen to the A Beautiful Mind Soundtrack With Russell Crowe. I feel so lost, at times i feel so alone and lonley. I wish she was here, i wish she would hold me so i could just cry, I feel like i have to just cry, and let…

Whats wrong with me [Mar. 30th, 2005|08:14 pm] its 8:14 and no sign of her, i fell aslleep for 1 hr I feel like such an asshole to her. Why did i act like that i keep asking myself Why did you act like that, all i cvould think about is how she hurt me,…

I wish i was me but i am not. Please some1 let me be me. [Mar. 30th, 2005|05:02 pm] [ mood | crushed ] Its scary, when you wanna be yourself and you cant. Its scary when you just push the girl you love away, and all she does is say i love u. And…