Ricky Cain

Category: Journal

  • Nothing

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    Nothing [Mar. 30th, 2005|01:08 pm] [ mood | sad ] I dont wanna share how i feel, i just wanna go inside myself and weep. I always get my hopes up, i understand why she did what she did. it scares mow again to never proposal at all. She will just say wait wait wait…

  • War begins, and fear is the mind killer.

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    War begins, and fear is the mind killer. [Mar. 29th, 2005|03:32 pm] [ mood | creative ] As i listen to what i call the majestic sounds of dune. To get my blood rush, so i feel energized. I wonder music beats and words always mean a lot to me. I can get myself enraged…

  • What do things mean between us

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    What do things mean between us [Mar. 29th, 2005|01:54 pm] [ mood | confused ] As i continually watch Alien vs preadtor over and over and over. It makes me wonder, would i be both or would i be 1 of them. I can see the soldier in me. That die hard fanatic. The one…

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    [Mar. 29th, 2005|07:48 am] [ mood | weird ] I wake to the sound of an Instant msseg, as i hope it is her, my expectations are dashed. With an insult by a friend. Or what i call my supposed friends [07:24:47 AM] JIM: she say no haha [07:25:30 AM] Ricky: I wanna run away…