Drama Drama a weekend of Drama

icky Cain (9/6/2008 9:57:29 PM): hey whos this?
Bob Harrison (9/6/2008 9:58:05 PM): just saw ur pro … bought ur pet bored4time lol i think we live in the same appartment complaex
Ricky Cain (9/6/2008 9:58:18 PM): lol funny
Ricky Cain (9/6/2008 9:58:27 PM): your at countryside
Bob Harrison (9/6/2008 9:58:42 PM): lol no im at park west damn close
Ricky Cain (9/6/2008 9:58:58 PM): ahhh
Bob Harrison (9/6/2008 9:59:31 PM): yeah i hang out in there though … saw ur address had to ask and i could always use another person to chat to
Ricky Cain (9/6/2008 9:59:59 PM): lol ahh im a tech geek u know shawna and wes at park west?
Bob Harrison (9/6/2008 10:00:34 PM): they live on the court yard
Ricky Cain (9/6/2008 10:01:08 PM): i think i aint too fam with park west
Bob Harrison (9/6/2008 10:02:32 PM): i think i know em just aint good with names
Ricky Cain (9/6/2008 10:02:39 PM): fam meaning famillar lol
Bob Harrison (9/6/2008 10:02:51 PM): i know
Ricky Cain (9/6/2008 10:03:01 PM): lol just makinj sure
Ricky Cain (9/6/2008 10:03:14 PM): ya im a computer guy over at countryside
Bob Harrison (9/6/2008 10:03:23 PM): lol i just got a phone call sry
Ricky Cain (9/6/2008 10:03:32 PM): i have my addy up if i get qany business
Ricky Cain (9/6/2008 10:03:38 PM): its k
Ricky Cain (9/6/2008 10:05:00 PM): so i would assume you know bored4time in some way lol
Bob Harrison (9/6/2008 10:05:49 PM): lol yeah thats who i am talkin to right now
Ricky Cain (9/6/2008 10:06:12 PM): over the phone?
Bob Harrison (9/6/2008 10:06:19 PM): yeah
Ricky Cain (9/6/2008 10:06:26 PM): hummm
Bob Harrison (9/6/2008 10:06:35 PM): lol yea
Ricky Cain (9/6/2008 10:06:43 PM): so did she prompt u to add me or did you?
Bob Harrison (9/6/2008 10:07:01 PM): i like ur pro so i added u
Ricky Cain (9/6/2008 10:07:09 PM): lol
Ricky Cain (9/6/2008 10:07:20 PM): im a far diff person then krystal though
Bob Harrison (9/6/2008 10:08:23 PM): lol me to i helped her wit her page n stuff
Ricky Cain (9/6/2008 10:09:00 PM): ahh so your the 1 she passed my help up for
Bob Harrison (9/6/2008 10:09:41 PM): lol sry i got a page me n a friend pg
Bob Harrison (9/6/2008 10:10:24 PM): poofgrafix
Ricky Cain (9/6/2008 10:10:44 PM): your not making sense
Bob Harrison (9/6/2008 10:10:52 PM): lol i know
Bob Harrison (9/6/2008 10:11:25 PM): i got a head ache n i am typein 1 handed
Ricky Cain (9/6/2008 10:11:43 PM): ummm ok
Bob Harrison (9/6/2008 10:11:55 PM): yeah ]
Ricky Cain (9/6/2008 10:13:53 PM): well i g2g hope u and krystal have fun
Bob Harrison (9/6/2008 10:14:08 PM): lol ttyl bye

After this i asked krystal why he added me

idk he just told me that he lives by you thats all. sorry.
—————– Original Message —————–
From: Ricky Cain
Date: Sep 6, 2008 10:13 PM

So umm whats with your guys adding me? Its umm kinda ODD i think and just strange

I  not sure if someone is playing with my head said this to krystal

Then the psycho guy comes out and feels he must teach me a lesson.

He in his infinate glory yes defends a girl. Which i will still commend him for. But not the way he approached it

Bob Harrison: lol i know ur invisible quit tryin to make her feel bad she aint ur she can talk to who ever
Ricky Cain: umm u added me dumbass and dont u ever assume im some control freak
Ricky Cain: those guys that are like that should all die or get beat in my opioin
Bob Harrison: dude krystals on the fuckin phone treat her like a fuckin pet agin i fuckin dare u
Ricky Cain: i do not like gals that fuck around with my head
Ricky Cain: ive been teased enough by it when i was younger
Ricky Cain: and i hate drama
Ricky Cain: i hate men far more then krystal does far far far more
Bob Harrison: she aint ur gf she aint fuckin wit ur head ur the stalker duche bag that thinks every girl is thers
Ricky Cain: lol did i ever fucking say she was dumbass?
Ricky Cain: did i
Ricky Cain: no you are aSSUMING SUCH THINGS
Ricky Cain: maybe u think shes yours
Bob Harrison: lol dude i have ur whole convo in frount of me
Ricky Cain: if u wanna assume so much about what i think
Ricky Cain: io am no gals play toy i have far more respect for myself
Bob Harrison: i have the convo u blew up her messager with in frount of me ass charge
Ricky Cain: sometimes i have to stand up for myself
Ricky Cain: i never did before i was walked over
Bob Harrison: yeah ok then grow some real balls and just fuckin walk away
Ricky Cain: all i am doing is protecting my feeling and myself
Ricky Cain: i come first in my life
Bob Harrison: grow sum balls
Ricky Cain: i didnt im me you did
Ricky Cain: defending a gal yes is noble
Ricky Cain: i commend you on that
Bob Harrison: lol then jump first and do the world a favor
Ricky Cain: but i dont like being toyed with
Ricky Cain: such a great optimistic person arent ya why not help those that need help
Ricky Cain: not tell them to off themselves
Bob Harrison: i try killin my self every day i need help if u want help i got rope and bulletes
Ricky Cain: i defended myself i stood up for myself i dont want to attract the wrong types of people
Bob Harrison: hi
Ricky Cain: lol wtf why would i wanna kill myself my life is happy
Bob Harrison: i see
Ricky Cain: i am content with laughing and everything else that is pleasureable
Ricky Cain: why the hell would i be halfway homicidal towards myself or any other
Ricky Cain: its no way to live
Bob Harrison: lol ok wat world do u live in
Ricky Cain: chivaliry in the most principle sense
Ricky Cain: i prefer the old way
Ricky Cain: a way the guy follows the gal
Bob Harrison: lol do u real want to know why i think death would be a good road for me … i have lost to kids to death i have lost 3 to the state cuz there moms and i am lossin another in a divorce and i am 20 …
Bob Harrison: u need to see a shrink
Ricky Cain: the guy respects the
Ricky Cain: umm like not having my mom die
Ricky Cain: or my best friend sabrina
Ricky Cain: everyone is entited to thier pain
Ricky Cain: it is not me to judge but suicide is no answer
Bob Harrison: u r clingy …………… i am goin to fuckin kill u u fuckin moron parents are supposed to die b4 kids 4 of my best friends were lost to accedents or killed
Ricky Cain: i believe in doing something greater for the world and not in no fanatical religious way
Ricky Cain: i hate extrondarily religious people cause they are so blind
Ricky Cain: thier way is the right way no other
Bob Harrison: i am not religious at all
Ricky Cain: why are you so violent
Bob Harrison: i hate the world and all life i am owed 2 lives and the waste of mine
Ricky Cain: its not a way to live
Bob Harrison: ur a catho clicker arnt u
Ricky Cain: i can only say ive felt like shit when my ex fiajnce left when i was 18 so i can slightly understand but i had to learn it wasnt healthy
Ricky Cain: and whats that
Ricky Cain: a catho clicker?
Bob Harrison: cathlic
Ricky Cain: catholic u mean
Bob Harrison: yes deslyexic
Ricky Cain: i have no clue what it is so i would assume im not it
Bob Harrison: i cant read or spell well … now just dont spell well
Ricky Cain: i believe in things that i made up myself and things i surround myself with
Bob Harrison: ur a fag
Bob Harrison: bye
Ricky Cain: so positive
Ricky Cain: just so positive

I later posted this to her in a message

He just has a positive vibe about him. I will say he is right to defend you. Its what a guy should do, but his attitude towards life is a different story. You have a lot to learn in life krystal before you even know or understand what i feel about keeping negitivity out of my life. And no it is not my role or position to say or do whatever in your life. I aint your parent nor your anything you can ever imagine. I am simply me and that is all.

My personal opioin is hes still a kid at 20, he doesnt apperciate life, nor enjoys it. And if he doesnt want to change he likes being depressing, and he calls me a fag? So adult so mature, I could say i know a lot of gay people but conduct is conduct.

I just think your so much into this idea that every guy wants or likes you. And maybe you think im in that crowd? When you have no idea that if you think im just a dick, to screw dowmn the road. I would sit there and say you dont deserve me, and that i deserve far more respect for myself. Think what you want that im a asshole control freak whatever. But keep in mind that what you think. Is what you think, i just dont like being fucked around with.

If you claim your bitterness i have every right to say this is why i would never even consider a relationship with you. Perhaphs i would prefer friends or aquantances. Which is what i honestly think we are. I barely know you and you barely know me, which makes us aquantances. Or maybe i have trust or friendship issues because ive been teased and screwed around with since like 11 or 12?

Thats not your problem by the way that is my problem. I dont intend for you to handle my problems cause its my problem. If you wanna delete me off your myspace go ahead. Just as i told your friend i will do anything to protect myself, whether it be emotional, physical or within the mind. And that is what i am doing for myself.

I said this

So also so i know? Are you going to now sit and ignore me? Or not even return my call? I know you may hate the fact that i am pressuring or wanting an answer out of you. If you want nothing to do with me anymore just say it. If you want to talk later say it.

But do not pull my strings and do not play around with me. I will give you a chance but dont sit and play games. Say Fuck off to me or say whatever. But dont bs around with me. I dont like it, and its a true waste of both of our lives,

And she says this

So i ask and so i wonder, why the fucking hell do i get drama i did not even ask for? Why does my friend not talk to me now? Why do i feel played? When can i honestly ever find someone that will not try to screw around with me.