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I dont wanna share how i feel, i just wanna go inside myself and weep. I always get my hopes up, i understand why she did what she did. it scares mow again to never proposal at all. She will just say wait wait wait till later. Maybe i shouldnt think this will last forever. So i fall apart easier. ough i just wanna love her forever i cant find the right words to my feelings. i just cant. I dunno if i ever really will propose now. She will probably just get scared and everything. And then i will be sad again. I dont blame her for how she feels cause i feel it sometimes too. But i swallow it i know that it will all be alright. I feel so safe with her. |
